Hi guys  I hope everyone is doing well.  Me?  I’m doing as well as I can be today.  The nausea today is almost crippling, (thank God for steve jobs and Thank Steve Jobs for my Macbook pro) (which I need a new 1 by the way) lol.  Anyway.  I’m feeling blah today, but my lungs are working, my heart is pumping and I can think straight (kinda).  So I’m blessed.

Yesterday was a good day, I was floating on a steroid high!  I ate I conquered…my doctors appointments that is, and I ate some more for dinner.  and that is where it all started to slowly go down hill lol.  But I do know 1 thing…Salads work for me, or maybe it’s just the croutons, but whatever it is I can tolerate it.  Also water makes me want to barf, and ginger ale has a strong place in my heart.  I’ll try something else today, i think, I’m thinking rice and veggies, I’ve lost 2 more lbs which Isn’t bad.  I’m down to 162.5.

I’m here trying to hold things down, and worrying about my bestie.  I’ve been praying for her and her dad more then I pray for myself.  I wish I could be with her right now.  When times are hard is when you need your “person” there with you.  sucks that I can’t get there, but I’m sending my love via, whatsapp and loads of voice messages.  If you read this Kei, I love you and I’m praying for you every second I can.

Well guys this is short because well, I need a nap.  i’m barely sleeping thanks to these meds, and so I’m crazy tired.  I hope you all have a blessed Sabbath/day.

Love you all

xoxoxo Nita